Coulda woulda shoulda

Coulda Woulda Shoulda - Prince Ty
Def. download this song - click divshare and download original with the itunes icon to get it.


A fitting song... It's really hard to express your true feelings and communicate with people (females especially), and that's always a regret of mine - not expressing my true desire or really the simple truth or asking the real question on my mind. Its a lot easier to say the wrong thing, or nothing at all : (. But life is always filled with situations where you look back and its coulda woulda shoulda, when instead it should be pushing forward - damn ecaasu ha.

So pushing on - quick update
My baby, my car though crazy dirty is all tuned up, and driving smooth and ready for another crazy roadtrip though it's unlikely to be up to Cornell again... Crazy story, better told in person, but part of it involved me almost dying changing my tire by the side of the road. A car came flying at me spraying dirt and screeching sideways, and missed my car, my buddy and me by a foot or so. I actually dodged a few bullets over spring break, ha better than slacking at home I guess.
Though of course, my dog would have preferred I stayed. I do miss her, dogs are really the best stress relievers, and god knows I need one right now. Fighting hardcore senioritis seriously drains everything out of you. Especially at my stage in life, where you absolutely realize the consequences and responsibilities that lay before you, but find it increasingly difficult to deal with it all. Fun stuff right? Really the only thing that I can do stress free is dance and listen to music. Future updates might just be music I find or enjoy and less of these written thoughts or releases. I mean if I feel good and doing everything right, I doubt I'll be posting ha, so I'd rather share good music, than make this a collection of regrets.

Exclusively,
James